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Sunday, February 15, 2009 @ 10:48 PM

Oh dear.

My blog's super dead! D: I'm so sad...well, didn't know what to update about for the past few days. I'm so pissed that I didn't go for crezawards! Everyone said it was fun...): And flo brought the 'tainted' guy. I didn't get to meet the guy courting flo. Now that's such a bummer, isn't it? Next year, I'm going to audition for crezawards. For dance, ballroom dance - jive. That will be so cool for a change. I bet no one have done ballroom dance for crezawards before? It is always just hip-hop or modern...(: Today dance was okay. Just that I was super blur cuz I like forgot all the other dances since we kept practicing chingay steps for the past month? Haha.
Valentine's Day was just bland. Nothing special. All I did was go for tuition and spend the rest of the day using my computer. NO valentines at all. Even from my girlfriends. Just a note from dear old sweet Angel. (: Now that's another depressing fact. )': And I just realised how much I miss the primary school days...and how I should have went to a mix school. You miss out all the fun without the boys ya know? Anyways, Angel's note to me:
Heyy Ash. Happy Belated Valentine’s Day. I am so sorry for the very late message cause I was quite busy yesterday. I was doing my homework like just yesterday and I was out. But I shall do it now.?

Anyway, it might be all sorts of mushy and stuff. So I know this is not the typical me but just accept it, ok? Haha. Loll. This is like all so weird.?
How long have we been friends? We have been friends since P6 or P5 right? I can’t really remember but yeahh, I think it was around that period we became friends and we grew closer. Then Teenage Girls came along. I still remember that project. Haha. Surprisingly, yes. I think we should just keep that as a memory key. We hardly have time to even talk to each other now. I don’t think I talked to Joey or Ella or Qian Yi now. I hardly talk to them now. Or maybe, it is more like contacts between us were cut off. I don’t contact them and they don’t contact me. But we weren’t close in the beginning anyway.?

I think West Grove was the only time where true happiness really do exist. You know right? Sometimes, I fake my laugh. I think West Grove is really really some heaven or something. Yeahh. It really makes my days happier like unknowingly. It is really great if we can just go back and study for another day. But apparently, we all have to move on from WGPS era to Crescent era. I am trying my best although sometimes I do look back and wonder if I can ever go back there which of course is a definite no.
I think from all these things and maybe some obstacles along the way, we came out as very good friends or maybe even best friends. We are like so BFF. :D Yeahh. I think it is a very great thing although we hardly talk to each other in school now but we still talk on MSN. I still remember the gossips last year on MSN about some certain person and you cursed her in French. I still remember that and your very girly side of gosh, he is so cute. Haha. Although he is not my taste and your taste but I still remember that. Thinking about it now, it is a little comical that how I encourage you. And then, I still remember your mum finding out about your blog and you got to hide away from her.?

Thinking about those times, I think I am teaching you how to be some bad girl hiding from your mum about your blog and everything. And not long ago, I think it was yesterday, it was about your MSN profile. Like seriously, Ash, is your mum that desperate and that protective of you that she got to check up on you like every single month or year or something? Like goodness gracious, even my parents don’t do that. Actually, I don’t really give a damn if they do. Like I don’t post my dark secrets on my blog. I post them in like some secret blog of mine or something or I just confide in people. Like really. Haha. You should do the same.
Ash, I think you are really one great friend. And you are really comical and a little girly unlike me. I think we are like the extreme ends. One of us is too girly while the other is a little too tomboyish. While I might get dramatic at times and you too. I think you freak out more than me. Like one pimple and you just totally freak while unlike me. Haha. You really brightened up my life with your very funny freaking out acts. Haha. You are really one drama queen. I think you are more dramatic than me. Haha. But yeahh, I think you are one of the best friends I ever had. Cause some of the friends I pass by as I move along with my life just come and go. Those people should not have bother being friends with me and wasting my time. Unlike you, you stick along and help me out at times too. I think you are a real great friend.


Loving you lots,
Angeline :D


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